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Can't sleep again but tonight I've got quite the gorgeous view😣 😍🛷☃️❄🌬🌨❤🧣🧤🧦 #snowedin #whatsallthiswhitestuff #snow #imdreamingofawhitechristmas

My go to when I can't sleep. ✔ Writing ✔ Snacks ✔ My Stories hehe ✔ Blankie #painsomnia #newblogpost #comingsoon #crpswarrior #crpssucks #crpsfighter #crps #complexregionalpainsyndrome

Ready for #christmas #deckedthehalls #christmastree #christmassweater #santahat #decor

Yes I know #thanksgiving hasn't passed. No I don't care. #ilovechristmas Can't sleep, #crps and #painsomnia #suck maybe a pair of my #christmassocks and #gingerbreadcookies will help me get to sleep or it could just be #wishfulthinking

I woke up around 3 hours ago due to pain from my #CRPS I'm completely uncomfortable. There is nothing I can do to get comfortable. I feel pain from my feet up to my scalp. Sometimes it's worse than others. These pictures were taken on the same day earlier this week. There are no filters. Both I have no foundation the only makeup I have on is in the right picture, I've filled in my eyebrows and some lipstick. As you can see my face is inflamed and has red blotches all over it. I get these spots all over my body at times. In these moments it feels like I'm being burned alive. As though fire is running throughout my veins. Nothing can take out the fire. Ice, water, anything just makes it burn even worse. Even just touching my skin or wearing clothes hurts. Sometime this lasts for a few hours if I'm lucky. Other times it lasts a few days. Often, I've had people speculate if I really have a painful disease, let me ask you this. Have you ever been going about your day and all of a sudden BAMB it feels like your skin has s torch held up against it, as though your skin is burning off of your body? Knowing there is nothing you can do to stop the burning, even the medication they give you. It may calm the symptoms but those symptoms only get a little less severe. Pain more often than not, can't be seen, it can only be felt. Be kind to those in your life who experience #chronicpain you never know what their going through. #CRPSAwarenessmonth #complexregionalpainsyndromeawarenessmonth #complexregionalpainsyndrome #crps #crpswarrior #crpsfighter

#newhair #burgandy #whynot #lookgoodfeelgood #doitforthegram

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